Isn't it funny how once you get what you think you want, sometimes those exact things annoy you? For example, you dream about meeting the perfect guy, one who wants to talk about the future and wants to be with you all the time and lets you know how he feels about you, and then you find that guy who is head over heels for you and you find all those qualities about them suffocating?

Maybe that is just me, but why as human beings are we designed to be wanted and loved, and then when we are wanted and loved all we want is our freedom. Maybe people get to the point in life where they realize that the decisions that they make every single day are important for the rest of their lives, and that whole forever aspect freaks people out. Well, freaks me out at least. What happens when you find that one that could be forever and all you want to do is crawl under the covers because the last thing you want to think about is marriage and babies and a family, and EEEK buying a house and then that is all you are thinking about? Maybe you can call this Bridget's random thought for the morning but it has been weighing heavily on my mind, which in turn has turned me back to this lovely blog.

OK clearly we can all tell that I wasn't the best blogger...and I forgot about the blog. And reading the old blog, who in the world was this oh so dreamy man I was gushing about....clearly that one didn't last. The whole reason why this blog was started is because of my struggle with weight, which of course hasn't changed, but the detox that I was doing WORKED.

Let me start by saying this, if you don't mind seeing everything, and I mean everything, that you have ever eaten come out of your body on day 3, then I suggest that detox for you. You are cleansed of anything that could be bad in your body and it is not the prettiest thing. My stomach was concave by day 5 because I hadn't eaten anything for 5 days but I felt great!!! Let the battle of the perfect body forever wage on.

I will try to start to get better at this, it feels good to type your thoughts out. For now, let me leave off the same place that I left off on the last blog. Back in September, the #1 NFL team that I was speaking of is truly the #1 AFC team in the league and is headed to the super bowl. Excitement does not even come close to what I feel. GO BRONCOS!!!!!